the "oh-shit" feeling.

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what else do I feel but fear?
fear, fear, fear;
of the death of love
of the not knowing

I die a little more inside.

Hollow and empty
I'm swallowed by emphaty
yearning, yearning to feel
other than fear itself.

Unrequited fear of the Everything,
Nothing and Anything-
Frost bites at my fingers,
nip at them 'till they turn black-

It doesn't engulf the fear,
It knows I'm afraid
I knows I fear
that my core suffers a failure.





on a side note, totally unrelated to the whole trauma first day at school thing. And I know it's bloody emo. So sue me eh? feel very paiseh for posting twice =.= In case you find yourself wondering, yes, the name of this 'poem' is "the OhShit feeling." Unless of course, someone may offer a less crude name, which I may happily adopt. What I want to put across(in the poem) is the severity of being an emotional cripple like myself.


Hope it hit home.
-♥
a n i s.